“To Cry For You…”

Happy first day of Spring 2022…

MEMORIES OF THE PANDEMIC

Two years ago today, in March 2020, our family chose to go into isolation as the beginning of the effects of the pandemic became better known. We spent the evening on March 18/20 together in memory of Mr. Van’s birthday. He would have been 68 and this was about seventeen weeks after he passed away.

I had no idea at that time that I would spend the next six weeks in my house alone. Our dear kids would bring me groceries and meds and take care of any other needs but I would not see everyone together again until May. I missed being in person for the next two months of our youngest grandson’s life and didn’t even meet our first little great-grandson until he was about four weeks old.

MEMORIES OF PAST BIRTHDAYS

All these memories led to some hard days this past week.

  • We lost our first cousin to cancer—she was 65.
  • I am working at completing the final closure for our business—it seems there are just so many details and steps that it often becomes overwhelming.

And then this past Friday would have been Mr. Van’s 70th birthday…

  • We usually make a “fuss” over birthdays in our family as we treasure every day we have with those we love. Every memory in my Facebook feed that morning was full of Mr. Van’s birthdays in recent years. I am so thankful we celebrated him over and over and have photos to prove it.

MEMORIES OF COMFORT IN GRIEF AND LOSS

The song that came to my mind that morning was “To Cry For You” by Carolyn Arends.

  • It is my honour to cry for him…
  • It is my honour to cry out to my Audience of One for everything I need to do life without him.
  • Psalm 27:4,5, ESV, “One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple. For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will lift me high upon a rock.”

“I guess grief is the work that love must do. So it is my honour to cry for you…”

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Strong Paths. Strong Shoes.

Yesterday was Remembrance Day, the day we take time to honor those who have defended, and who do defend, our democratic freedom as a country.

Today I say thank you to each person, man or woman, who has responded to the call to do the hard things required.

I’d like to share with you some of the meaning of what those past days have meant for our family.

  • Mr. Van is of Dutch heritage, Canadian, born in Canada. His parents were both Dutch, born in Holland.

Dad and Mom van Nieuwkerk emigrated from Holland to Canada following World War Two. They experienced a lot of the horror of the war, as did many others, and they were thankful for an opportunity to begin a new life in a new land. They came to Canada to join some of their family who were already living here. Their journey to Canada and the early years of their Canadian life involved many difficult times, but they worked hard, learned English when Mr. Van began Grade One, and created a good life for their family.

Mr. Van’s grandparents also immigrated later. They were over fifty years of age. What a challenge that must have been to learn a new language and to adapt to a new culture in mid-life…

  • I am also Canadian, born in Canada. My family heritage is a mixture of different cultures. My ancestors emigrated to North America in the late 1800’s and early 1900’s.

Both my maternal (World War One) and my paternal (World War Two) grandfathers served overseas. They had the privilege of aiding in the fight for democracy in two different wars which led to the freedom that Mr. Van’s family was privileged to experience.

  • As I was growing up, I remember many Remembrance Day services at school. My earliest memories begin around age nine in Grade Four.

Standing for that minute of silence to pay respect to those who had served and the many who had given up their lives in order to provide our freedom stirred up in me a life-long interest in discovering the strength of character one must have to either give up one’s life for another, or to receive what costs another person so much.

  • Corrie Ten Boom was a well-known Dutch woman who was a Christian. She was involved in Holland in rescuing many Jewish people in her community who had to flee for safety. She quoted,

“If God sends us on strong paths, we are provided strong shoes.”

Corrie Ten Boom

I believe that God did provide strong shoes for my grandfathers as they travelled on a ship, leaving their homeland to travel to where they had never been to join in the fight for people they didn’t know, never knowing that they were assisting to provide freedom for my in-laws who would need very strong shoes to get on a ship, leaving their homeland to travel to where they also had never been, to face a new life they had never expected to live.

God keep our land, glorious and free. O Canada, we stand on guard for thee…

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